Tuesday, September 08, 2009 10:32 pm
why do people ask me such things.
is it so hard to tell how much i yearn to be in their position?
how much i'd give to get an iota of what they're blessed with.
tell me dude up there,
why in the universe do i have to help people go through such things,
while it leaves me tired, pained, weary and in pieces.
what the fuck did i do?
huh?
seriously, if you have a plan for me,
i'm sure hoping the good stuff doesn't happen after the damned credits.
because honestly i don't mind helping people about such things,
but who is gonna give me help?
i could try asking you, but it is beyond me how you're going to find a way
to tell me the answer. just don't creep me out hehe.
or maybe like you know i missing something.
some really big obvious reason or thing staring at me.
well lemme think....
1. maybe i didn't get over it.
2. maybe i missed something she said.
okay that's about it. don't see how that helps ANYTHING.
heh i may seem percpetive, but sometimes i just miss EVERYTHING.