Thursday, February 28, 2008 6:53 pm
today pretty much sucked.
1 day over.
729 more days.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 9:53 pm
i have to admit.
it hurt. alot.
but less than i expected.
if i have to wait.
i will.. for 2 whole years.
i will wait.
8:53 pm
wah. results fucking sucked.
i have one A1. ONE.
e maths lor.
im gonna mug. throughout the hols.
i dont give a shit how stupid i sound.
im gonna spend that one week studying the CT syllabus.
im damn pissed at myself la.
as in like i have damn high expectations of myself.
i finally found out this is why i get so pissed at myself
when i cant understand what the teacher is saying..
i'm probably gonna get below top ten in class.
i've like NEVER gotten below top ten. NEVER.
and now that you think abt it.
im definitely gonna get below top ten.
and i'm like gonna be sooooo sad.
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selfish i have to be...
Sunday, February 24, 2008 9:24 pm
went out today. saw jumper.
its pretty cool.
Saturday, February 23, 2008 9:42 pm
wah today damn sian. i stayed at home the whole day.
walau friend not free today. cannt go out. so sad.
sigh.
Friday, February 22, 2008 9:38 pm
today was a damn tiring day.
first for chinese, i failed my test. 16 upon 40.
i was like so emo. cause when the teacher tried to explain to
the class the cloze passage...
i like.. couldn't understand her explanation.
its like. so fucked up.
but but but guess what!?
i got 81 for E maths!!! EIGHTY FREAKING ONE!!!
hahahaha. it sooo made my day better.
even though the teacher said they still hafta standardise the marking.
i still want my 80 plus!!!!
and i hope they moderate A math so i can get A1.
woooooo.
im like sorta aiming for like ten points. this term.
haha. i know. soooo optimistic.
dont care lar. optimistic than optimistic lor.
haha.
byeeeee
Thursday, February 21, 2008 6:35 pm
CTs are over.
they didnt suck that much.
except physics.
haha.
im gonna go take a nap. damn tired.
cya all.
Monday, February 18, 2008 6:45 pm
I LOST ALL MY PHYSICS STUFF.
THE TWO BOOKLETS OF WS.
LIKE fuck!!!!!!!
AHHH. IM SO GONNA GET SCREWED BY E PHYSICS TEACHER TMRW.
SOMEMORE ct IS ON FRI!!!
LIKE... fuck!!!
AND LIFE SUCKS.
Saturday, February 16, 2008 10:04 pm
wa im damn stressed out.
school is fucked up.
like everyone else is damn smart.
seriously lor.
like almost everyone is a mugger.
im like not stupid.
but just not motivated.
diao
sec 3 sucks.
Friday, February 08, 2008 9:18 pm
Stop and Stare - One Republic
This town is cooler now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make on elast appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight tags I never thought I could
Steady feet don't fail me now,
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out, and I'm standing down.
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see.
Sunday, February 03, 2008 11:37 am
i feel like writing a poem. cause im pretty stressed out.
well here goes.
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The ordinary never want to be themselves,
the special never want to be different.
The common will want to stand above the rest,
the unique will want to hide in the crowd.
The ordinary respect the special,
they gather in number to
support kings and queens,
show their love celebrities;
to admire the different.
The special look at the ordinary,
they feel outcast, different
because that is who they really are.
But they love the ordinary who support them
because only there, will they be loved.
But in the end,
all of us, be it the majority equal
or the minority different,
we have to stand to reality
and appreciate ourselves
and love, support oursleves.
Because
the common are actually very rare,
and the different are in truth, very common.
Our similarities make us who we are
and the differences make me who i am.
Finally, there ain't much difference,
because in the end,
we will always be who we are
and I will always be who i am.
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surprsingly, it wasnt that bad.
haha.