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just because life's a bitch, doesn't mean you have to join the club and be one yourself.-

you see, there are two things i can do.

1) i could go on with life, giving and giving and giving. taking shit and protecting myself with this illusion of other people-having-their-reasons. i could go on being nice and giving respect to all i meet. i could go on thinking for other people, helping them with stuff and being the shoulder to lean on.
i could go on asking the questions, and starting the conversations, while waiting for you to fucking answer. i could do that every fucking day just to show that i care, about this little word around me and for the respect that everyone(supposedly) deserves. i could go on asking for help and offering many times over, but no. why should i be treated that way?

here's the one i chose.
2)i'm not going to go on with life and giving my guts out. no, i won't. because i've done fucking enough. i'm not going to stand here and be the one to hand you the fucking umbrella in the middle of the fucking monsoon.
i'm not going to be the one who asks all the questions, and cares too much. go make your mistakes assholes, i couldn't care less since you didn't ask for help.
i'm going to open when i feel i should, and if you don't fucking reciprocate and make something happen,

screw you then, bitch.

plus, if you don't want to crack open your head to help me, why the help should i keep on doing that for the rest of the fucking world?

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you are patient,
you are kind,
you'll never leave our minds,
you can hurt in the behind.

you are tender,
you are strong,
you would make a good steak,
and could last forever.

you are pleasure,
you are pain,
you're about giving,
and not what we stand to gain.

you are honest,
you are trust,
truth here is a must,
stop thinking about all that lust.

you are beautiful,
you are sexy,
sometimes you're so petty,
nothing but messy.

you are nowhere,
you are everywhere,
people are always looking for you,
surprise them, that's what you always do.

you are everything,
you are nothing,
no one could ever find the right words for you;
i know it's not nice,
but your name will have to suffice,
so... what are you?