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to day was quite cool.
1st period was english, like she was talking some crap which i did not hear.
then it was geog. you wont believe what me and tsao do to keep our selves awake. hahahahaha
and then chin was boooring.
thena after recess was bio. haha. our teacher like some cock liddat. he talk, then only THREE out of THIRTY-THREE people were listening. HAHAHHAHAHA.
tdp was so screwed too. slept almost half of it. haha.
yawn. damn sian.

blame the moment. hesitated- uber long post...




In the light of the sun,
Is there anyone?
Oh it has begun.
Oh dear, you look so lost,
Eyes are red
And tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed.
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.
Yeah.

Essential yet appealed,
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you,
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.

She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain.
I think I'll go to Boston.
I think that I'm just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of Sunset,
I hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,

Boston, where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name

Boston, where no one knows my name.

Augustana ~ Boston [edit] hiatus [/edit]

you know. everytime i see you online, it so hard for me to not start a convo. i mean like, even when i msg you, im always asking questions, you always answer, but never ask anything back. like you know being a good friend you are, its actually poilite to do that. and after all you know i'd help you with anything i cld. i mean from homework or to problems in training even you yourself said that ive helped you alot. and im very happy when i do so, but its just that, im not going to go thru this asking and helping all them time. it would appear nice to at least look like you care what going on in MY life. honestly, i get real joy form helping you, but you never start the msn convo, you never msg unless its a reply, and in fact, you never ask me anything. you know from what i hear and read, i know plenty about you, but tell me. what do you know about me? anything? you know if im not mistaken, that does hurt.

alot. the skin says:
save yourself
take it out on me

you know i never knew how true it'd be and is.

-------------------------------------------------------

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
_______________________

watch me. you've got my word. you know i just can't stop looking/-

got really pissed in school today \

"anger empowers" first day of school was quite interesting.
didnt sleep at all except durring eng tdp,
where i slept the whole period after losing
respect for yet another teacher.
melvyn pissed me off pretty bad too.
grr.

anyway, training was quite okay i guess.
i was actually jumpin and putting in effort,
so thats a start. haha. anyway.
reached home at arnd 715.
tmrw im definitely gnna sleep in sch haha. something soooooo interesting happened. school starts tomorrow.

tips to myself for the next term->

1. start studying
(for the first time in the bloody year)

2. train hard
(try at least :P)

3. resist temptation to throw juniors out of gym (window)

4. find a way to stay awake in class (seeing as
sweets don't work and bowls of food aren't allowed
in class. wait. sweets aren't allowed in class either.
right!?)

feel free to laugh, i feel like laughing (at)
myself to anyway.
:D

PS. hulk rocks!
PPS. I CANT WAIT FOR DARK KNIGHT TO COME OUT!! gym is so
doooooooooo
ooooooooooo
ooooooomed.

seeeriiiouslee.
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hahahaha... wah yesterday's tuition was so f..ked up
before i explain further,
id like to let you know that whenever
i can't do a maths question i get really pissed
and feel like ripping myself to shreds.

now.
at 10:50 i cldn't undertsand some question on
liner law. so i got really pissed..... etc
and i spent the remaining 40 mins of tuition
just copying and trying to shut off
instead of focusing on ripping myself to shreds.
it was an absolute waste of 40 mins.
grr six legs pushing a little round body,
mannequins and heavy make up;
looking down while perched atop a peak,
within a scene without light.

though quite different they seem,
each will not a have a problem
creating screams around the world,
sending shivers down spines of millions.

bad experiences and freaky dreams,
dark secrets to natural reactions,
hand a microphone to any person,
all with stand by their reasons.

no one is fearless,
because fear doesn't live in the open,
doesn't sit on the porch and greet the neighbours.
Instead, it sleeps in the depths of unknown
lying in wait for the men with a reason to walk in
and be afraid,
be very afraid.

---------------------------------
i like the poem too. haha. a bit dark,
but quite intriguing, i must say. was really pissed earlier.

food for thought.
would you rather endure climbing a mountain
and feast at the view from above
OR
or wait at the top of the mountain and
wait for someone to bring you down?

its metaphorical, deal with it sucker. haha

listen. -Rated : not for idiots who can't stand vulgarities-

you know, being the youngest in the family sucks.
period.

it really sucks. i mean you're not 'allowed'
to ignore whoever you want;
you have to put up
with others venting their
anger/depression/worry/PMS at you.

plus, parents always end up giving more
responsibility to the elder child,
and giving he or she more freedom too.
but if the elder child fucks up,
oh-ho the younger child is like..
even more fucked, cause never in a long time
will he be given an iota of independence,
in case he follows the very very stupid
footsteps of his elder sibling.
like, how dumb to you have to be to do that!?

the fucking list goes on.
worst thing is, elder siblings are more likely
to throw their temper at parents without
being scolded back;
but but BUT, if the younger child does that..
so screwed.

its so fucking unfair.
DUH, I KNOW LIFE IS UNFAIR, BUT AT
LEAST THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE IN THIS
FUCKING WORLD WHO BOTHER TRYING
TO MAKE LIFE FAIR. YES, JUST FUCKING
TRYING. BUT NOOoOoOoo....
they don't try.

sometimes, i wonder if they actually, giveashit.
sometimes, i think they really fucking don't. /
It's been a long, long time since everything was cool
I shoulda seen it coming but i guess I'm not the only fool
There's something growin' on the outside
Too much missin' on the inside
Should I waste my time and let you lead me on and on
and on and on?

Waiting for the day when I'm complete
Without you I'm
Doing what I can to let you be
Making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
Somethin's dying on the inside
I'm still broken but I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside

I've got a bruised up heart
but I'm still hanging out
I should take it easy but I'm still gonna get around
There's something growing on the outside
Too much missing on the inside
Should I waste more time when everything is done
and done and overdone

Waiting for the day when I'm complete
Without you I'm
Doing what I can to let you be
Making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
Somethin's dying on the inside
I'm still broken but I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside

I'll see you on the flipside
Nothin' showing on the outside
Somethin's dying on the inside...
Waiting for the day when I'm complete
Doing what I can to let you be
Nothin' showing on the outside
Somethin's dying on the inside
I'm still broken but I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside

Lyrics of... Flipside - The Click Five

damn slow. haha

blah blah.
2 hr amaths tuition today.
linear law. haha damn fun to do.
easy la. then it was raining like crap, so i had to walk under my teensy umbrella
to parkway bsstop, the rain was bad,
but the wind was like f..king f..ked man.
damn cold lor. my teeth were chattering.
then as i was walking thru the bloody precipitation,
i got a msg. obviously, i cld take out my
phone, cause it would have definitely gotten wet.
so when i reached the shelter at the friggin bsstop,
the msg reads , dad: you want me to pick you up?

im like so whatthef..k! walk thru that meted blizzard,
then you ask me whether i want to be picked up.
!!!!! then when i was replying the msg OUTSIDE
parkway p, cause the air con wld like have killed me,
my hands were like so numb and i had problems
typing my msg la. hmmfr.
wah tuition is so... -
sit in front also cannt see anybody.
.... i finished 4 out of ten thing to do on my hw list.

f--k them hw man. got training tmrw.
damn sian. the whole week was so. BORING.

ystd ratzone, 90 kills, 13 deaths.
2nd some more only. LOL ok i just came home from training.
it was quite.. well, ok la.
i finally got the hang of frontsomer.
after forgetting how to do it >.<
haha. its like super fun la.
best move ever. hahaha.

for strength, i ditched the rest and me
and nat went to do our sit ups etc.
i did 4 x 50 and i was exhausted.
!!!! wth lor. 200 only. long time nvr
train abs liao. haha.

anyway-

i just realised that i'm not a believer in fate.
as in you know, coincidental stuff having
vital purposes in life. yea those sorts of stuff.
i'm more into intuition and following my
instincts (its the url you dimwit) .
intuition and believing in fate are quite
different in my opinion. i think? haha..

i feel that knowing a lot about those
around me and understanding the
situation is very important in deciding stuff.
as in when i decide something inportant
(not when i'm bored) i always have a
reason to support my choice.

i mean if i had followed my fate
or whatever that was leading me,
my life would be pretty... weird.

as you can see my brain is really buzzing
so for part 2 -

do you ever find yourself telling someone
something (be it a reply to a question,
or a passing comment) just to see how he
or she reacts?

i doubt it. i do. i do that just for kicks,
neurotic eh? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...
or maybe seriously bored hmm?
possible. i think human psychology is very interesting.
i mean its like damn fun to play with people's minds
and see how they react. sounds sadistic.
maybe? more like neurotic. even i'm scaring myself.
but it really is damn fun. haha.

obviously i do these mindgames in school.
like duh. go there almost everyday.
its very interesting to see poeple react to different situations
and then try to understand why the reacted the way they did,
and eventually understand how they think.
its like so cool.

due to this very weird reason,
i know a lot more about other people,
than they know about me.
as in personal, intellectual answers which only
you can only be told or you have found out.

and the weirder part is that hardly anyone
that kind of stuff about me. i wouldn't blame it on
me being antisocial, cause im not.
its just not many people ask as much questions as i do,
in a normal conversation.

and in normal converstions, i find
myself asking more than the other person.
its like im profiling this person i'm talkingt to.
haha. while the other person?
well, the sad thing is i havent figured that out.
my guess is that, everyone 'profiles' whoever
they are interacting with, just that they do it
subconsciously. while, i do it very consciously.
haha. weird. i may be wrong. its a guess after all.

why don't you tell me?

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you are patient,
you are kind,
you'll never leave our minds,
you can hurt in the behind.

you are tender,
you are strong,
you would make a good steak,
and could last forever.

you are pleasure,
you are pain,
you're about giving,
and not what we stand to gain.

you are honest,
you are trust,
truth here is a must,
stop thinking about all that lust.

you are beautiful,
you are sexy,
sometimes you're so petty,
nothing but messy.

you are nowhere,
you are everywhere,
people are always looking for you,
surprise them, that's what you always do.

you are everything,
you are nothing,
no one could ever find the right words for you;
i know it's not nice,
but your name will have to suffice,
so... what are you?