Friday, May 30, 2008 9:12 pm
you know. i like my juniors.
i mean i seriously do. most of them at least.
stubborn, lazy and really lazy.
thats 'em..
theres one guy that is pretty (insert swearing here) annoying.
but if i stare at him. he listens. usually.
but you know like some of them cant really do moves and
they need to wake up.
so the sec3s and me gave them a heavy strength training.
it was just 15round frog jumps.
but i felt terrible. terrible cause i have to persuade, push, force
people, juniors, friends.
when i forced to do PT by seniors.
i openly reveal that i hated my seniors.
ok maybe not hated, but strongly disliked.
and now im in the hot seat. im forcing people to do strength,
because they need to be able to do the moves and
because it'll keep them fit.
and in the process of it, i see faces
filled with unhappiness.
brim of pain.
and when i look closer.
they turn away. annoyance and mild anger.
i tell you. it hurts. like hell. forcing people to do things,
making them hate you in the process,
even though it for their sake.
but for me, it all to do with growing up i guess.
so back to the old school way of just...
dealing with it.
ouch