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you know stress is quite a creepy word.
i mean, for such a short word,
i'd say its still more powerful than fuck.
ok maybe not fuck. but you get the point.

anyway. back to stress. life is like so filled with it right now.
i have 9chpt of geog to memorise.
emath past yr paper.
amath pyp.
phys qns.
and a whole lot of other fuck.
descriptive eh?

ah. need to go.
s t r e s s calling. i didnt bring home amath, emath, geog and bio!!!
like FUCK! wah today was like my most emo day since the start of the year la.
chin was slack and okay.
then bio was quite gd actually,
cause i was awake and copying notes.
then amath. log again. wa i was like so depressed
cause like everyone was able to sub in the formula
so fucking quickly. i was like fucking pissed with myself.
then i was just copying everthing damn sluggishly.
then phys got back the class pop quiz.
fail la wtf. 9/20 wah lau. i thought can like get 12 or smthg!!!
then damn sad. then the worst part,
got one question i cldn't understand at all la.
then as usual damn pissed with myself.

haha. sounds damn weird but i'm a very fucked up person.
if i can't understand anything mathematical or logical
i'll be damn pissed with myself. god knows why.
cause i like usually can understand everything.
you read right. everything.

then recess, went play soccer.
wah then aft that got maths again. emath.
stupid fucking boring speedtime graphs la.
the working like is 4 lines, when it can be fucking done
mentally. piss me off. pfft.
then english, we were given back our expository
essay plans frm the teacher. then mine was like no ticks.
i think? plusplusplus the teacher everything also bitch.
___________________________!!!!
then i like wrote the intro only. casue i was damn pissed
with that fucking whore of an eng teacher.

yawn. being angry is tiring, very >.< i laugh, i smile, i cry,
but in the end it just fucking pisses me off.
>.< lately, i've been having trouble studying,
like its not like i'm lazy or smthg. i think?
but like you know just not having the motivation to study,
its like been making me pretty down.
i mean besides getting screwed by parents etc,
they cant really do much to motivate me. honestly.
and like i knew i was the root cause of this motivation thing
it was like my attitude or mindset or whatever.
so i like spent freaking hours thinking abt why.
why why why i should be studying.

i mean even my mom, like was sorta worried cause
when i was in my room the yesterday,
she was talking to my sis abt how i was going to fail.
evidently, i wasn't supposed to hear anything,
but you know sound travels pretty well thru solid concrete.
thats how i know. hmm.

so anyway. i spent like hours wondering and pondering
and daydreaming and sleeping, instead of being loyal to the books.
then i got it.

i mean, if i didnt study.
i would get like last in class definitely.
cause term 1 i like studied halfheartedly,
and got sencond last. ahem.
so if i dont study at all... DIEEEE.
anyway. my relevation was that,
across the course of this term, alot off ppl have helped me,
and supported and encouraged me.
and if i were to do badly, their efforts would be fruitless.
besides, i would be so fucked. but thats just a minor part.
hahahahaha.
furthermore, i would be disappointing those people as mentioned
and obviously, myself. haha. so that's it.

with the previous problem out of my life,
i wish that i can fulfil my duties as a student and a
responsible friend and just start fucking studying.
amen to that. btw. lol. everyone in class has like their unique" ?! phrase.
mine's....

gfy. figure it out. okay.
life been like so sucky.
im like so damn tired. have so much hw. need to study!!
lols. and that other problem too. but i'm sorta happy cause i solved it yesterday.
oh yea. btw. tramp comp was yesterday. cdiv 2nd! bdiv 4th.
yawn.

lyrics > Chris Daughtry - Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I
'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you. wow man. thanks gym.
you made my fucking day.

like WHAT THE BLOODY FUCKING SHIT. sup all.
today was quite a screwy day.
i mean... lets see.
lit - mug phys and sleep
geog - sleep and sleep
bio - listen, sleep and get caught. DAMN.
amaths - listen, dont understand and get pissed off.
recess - sian.
rme - slack. snore. talked to yj abit :)
phys - i UNDERSTOOD!!!!
eng - SLACK. oh yea new word. douche. HAHAHAHAS.
from brij's magazine. lol

ah. damn tired lol. sleep at 11 also can fall asleep during class.
-.-

Law of Conservation of Energy
Energy cannot be creatd or destroyed by any process and can only be converted form one form to another.

what BULLSHIT?!! the stupid guy who came up with this law is soooo
STUUPID. EVER HEARD OF TEACHERS?! THEY DESTORY ALL THE ENERGY IN YOU AND PUT YOU TO SLEEP. moron! got this word from my english teacher. phallic.
check it out. its not my idea.
HAHAHAHAHA. DONE with the SKIN!!! hope you all like it :) yawn. i had to wake up at 10 today cause my sis's tutor was like coming at 11.
at "i have to get up early, so i can do my chores before the tutor comes"
like wtf. give my sis a reason to push me arnd. anyway...
so i was like damn tired. lols. cause i slept at 12 ystd. doing hw and slacking arnd.
today i PLAN to study phys, chem and make geog notes.
haha. oh yea. have to do some amaths too. wah damn sian.

anyway, i got like banned from playing comp.
which is actually not such bad thing cause its not a distraction,
but because i end up sleeping less when i play comp for like 1 hr in the night :P
so i was like okayy lor. haha.

im in a pretty neutral kind of mood right now..
as in im studying newton's laws while blogging...haha
i think i'll go upstairs to my neighbour's house latr to play with their dog.
like sooo cute. haha. anyway. i wondering whether to run 2.4 later,
or do a long 3.6 . cant decide. haha. yawn. im still pretty sleepy.

oh yea here's food for thought. i had a dream last night.
it was like my parents almost caught me msging abt ____,
and then i 'woke up in the middle of the night' and was deleting all my
inbox and sent msges folders for those messages.
i usually am able to decipher my dreams.. but this one is proving quite annoying.
nvm, i'll think abt it aft im done with newton's laws.

i have a very queer dad. he likes solitaire so much so that,
he'll beg me to lend him my phone...
cause my phone has solitaire. like wtf.
anyway. i tried to dwld the solitaire game frm the comp into his samsung phone.
but cannt. only my phone can transfer, cause i can just drag-and-drop into my mem card.
but like his phone must go thru the software thing. even the executable JAR file also cannt
except -.- so i think i'll just put the install file into my phone then bluetooth it to his phone.
hope it works. cause if not like lending your dad your phone is sooooo super annoying.
like T.O.T.A.L.L.Y.

haha. i read today's papers and they had this article abt famous bloggers in s'pore.
lols. damn funny la. you shld go and read.
like some guy accepted to have condom advertisements on his blog.
and as payment he got a year's supply of....
you guessed it, condoms. FREE. like wth.
unless he does it like everyday or smthg, it'll last pretty long.
(the supply, you sicko) i wonder if they have like shelf-lives??
hmm... hahahaha.
oh yea this guy (or another person) also blogs in the toilet.
like wtf. you so free in the toilet meh.
......

anyway. tramp comps are like nxt wed. yay. haha, no idea why im so happy.
i have to clear my phone to fit photos.
ARGH. my damned mem card only got 256 mb. presently, i have like 756kb left.
after filling my phone with songs, photos and games. lols.
i need a freaking new mem card.
if anyone is actually reading this, my bday is in november.
read the profile. HINT!!!!
or maybe i'll just buy it myself.
no idea. haaha.

ok cya all. will blog again today if i can.

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Force = Mass x Acceleration

Acceleration = Final Velocity - Initial Velocity
................................................Time today has been a pretty screwed up day.
you know. this whole week has been pretty screwy, come to think of it.
i mean like,
mon,wed,fri - training
tue - sports heats
thurs - some CIP bull.
actually, mon was founder's day and like trng was only compulsory for competitors.
so i was like uber happy. so after the celebration bull, we went to HWA for the last time.
then like i went to vladimir's house to play xbox. lol. got owned.
(i think i posted abt this alredy??)
so i was like really tired for that day. and like the whole week came crashing down aft that.
tues was screwed up. heats was a waste of time. obviously didnt qualify high jump la.
lol. then came home. damn tired. slept in class for tues and thurs like a lot.
almost 4 periods per day. then thurs aft sch went to newton for the CIP, damn tired aft that.
then ystd, got trng came home did one essay then went to play 1 hr of comp.
then TODAY.
yes today. slacked arnd the whole morning. like no mood to study. again.
then started my hw at like 1? at 2 in the aftnn, i wnet to take a nap.
alarm rang at like 4.30. i woke up at like 5.45.
so now the whole freaking day has been wasted.
somemore i hardly did any hw. not to mention studying :/
sigh. i need to get motivated to study.
second last in class twice in a row aint gonna cut it.... wah. today was founders day.
aft that went to HWA to do the scubilion bull.
it was the last of our four visits there. there wasnt much sentimentality in the air,
but who gives a fuck anyway.
went to vladimir's russian mafia base today.
we played halo2 on his xbox :)
then he owned me in PVP.
-.- i dont hv xbox right. if he doesnt own, he's gotta suck.
like. big time. haha
anyway im damn frigging tired.
somemore tmrw aft sch got my stupid high jump heats.
haha. i can do 130 lor. but im quite sure that sucks.
cya all.
will post HWA pic when im not so tired :) take a guess.

the birth of life,
in perfect form of motion,
as such a verb.
such that, night never comes.
the rest of you,
words don't deserve to describe;
all that's left is how much i want to be a part of you
... that's about all i can say.

lol. this is the 27 ppl that my teacher sent out of class.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. wah today was quite a stupid day.
overall, very entertaining.
chinese was quite spastic, the test i did well, is not counted :(
slept during bio,
amaths. haha. damn funny. melvyn was like perpetually asking
me wtf was happenin.
phys, was actually pretty cool. i understood wth the teacher was teaching lor.
like. so happpyyyy!! haha.
then aft recess had amath again.
then got chem prac. was quite fun la. titration again.
it was english aft that.
then like 28 ppl were outside class. cause they were all late.
INCLUDING ME :) then the 5 ppl in class.
damn funny lor.
you know, the point of sending ppl out of the class is like sorta public humiliation.
but like with 28 ppl outside class and 5 ppl inside,
it sort of makes the teacher look DARN STUPID.
hahahaha.

then had phys extra class. and got LOLIPOPS!!!
haha.
im damn tired la. stupid thing is happening again. you guy up there.
sitting up on the clouds.
please tell me you have a plan for me.
if not i'm gonna be stuck here for a long time.

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you are patient,
you are kind,
you'll never leave our minds,
you can hurt in the behind.

you are tender,
you are strong,
you would make a good steak,
and could last forever.

you are pleasure,
you are pain,
you're about giving,
and not what we stand to gain.

you are honest,
you are trust,
truth here is a must,
stop thinking about all that lust.

you are beautiful,
you are sexy,
sometimes you're so petty,
nothing but messy.

you are nowhere,
you are everywhere,
people are always looking for you,
surprise them, that's what you always do.

you are everything,
you are nothing,
no one could ever find the right words for you;
i know it's not nice,
but your name will have to suffice,
so... what are you?