Thursday, December 13, 2007 9:35 pm
my fucking sister wants to play the game,
so be it.
she shall pay for all the fucking things she did to me.
she shall pay so bad, she'll be down on her fucking knees
begging for me to be less of an ass.
she will be in so much agony,
crying will become as common as sneezing.
she wants to be a fucking bastard,
so be it.
i'll show that i can be a much bigger bastard..
to her.
somemore, my parents treat her so fucking well compared to me.
they let her eat dinner out, evn though
she ends training just a little later than me.
she is granted permission to leave the house on the day itself,
while i have to tell my mum one whole week ahead.
one whole motherfucking WEEK ahead.
she gets to use the computer three fucking times a day and
my parents don't give a shit.
i exceed by fifteen minutes,
and i get banned for a whole week.
another motherfucking WHOLE week.
I have to lie my way to play more,
she just continues chatting on msn.
she comes home without saying a word of 'hi'
my parents leave her alone.
i come home with a black face,
my parents don't even fucking notice.
when my dad gets a new phone,
she gets his previous phone.
me? oh nothing.
just fucking NOTHING.
SHE IS THE WEAK ONE.
THE ONE THAT WHEN IN THE HOSPITAL,
BEGS TO HOLD MY HAND.
YES, YOU HEARD RIGHT.
THE FUCKING WEAK LUMP OF RAT DROPPINGS.
SHE IS THE ONE THAT CRIES ALL DAY LONG WHEN
PEOPLE CALL HER NAMES.
SHE IS THE ONE THAT THRIVES AMONG HER FRIENDS
AND WITHERS WITHOUT THEM.
THE WEAKer ONE.
BUT NO.
NO.
WHY THE FUCK DO THEY TREAT HER SO WELL.
IM THE ONE WHO BEHAVES BETTER,
GOES OUT LESS,
AND ACTUALLLY LISTENS TO THEM.
BUT NO.
NO.
i have to do more chores,
sweep the bigger rooms.
less time on the computer,
eats dinner at home even on training days.
WHATTHEFUCK.