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michael
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im so bored.
trng was like so slack..
like... i did a front somer and landed on my back b4 letting my knee collide into my temple on the left part of me head.
like.. OUCHIES.
and... argh. new authority in gym sucks.
bleah.

here's smthg interesting.

Michael -- [noun]: A person who has the ability to be invisible 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

coool. hahahaas

random. but who cares im bored.
and since im bored...
ANOTHER ONE!!

You are a geek You are into sci-fi and technology. You are very clever although you are also socially smart. You have lots of friends, geeks and non-geeks. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

"lots of friends, geeks and non-geeks."
"lots"???
"socially smart"??
this one cool..
but in terms of TOTALLY out-of-this-world..
still hahahas

oh yeah. srry livia, i'll try to think of one abt gym when im in the mood.
:)

PC SHOW!!! woohoo.
can't wait for fri.
goin with yust.
:) yay.
allowed to go IT show on fri:) uh...
can't find my maths hw.
dats abt it i guess.
life's boring.

and... Jerry, i may actually hafta buy u Macs.
woohoo.
like email me.
u said u'll reply.
im like.. WAITING.

ok.
gotta run.
that's it fer today:) un-ground-ing in process.
hope all goes well then can go out again!!

*sigh* holiday hw..

oh yeah wrote this cause i was bored..
haha. at like 11 smthg at night..

A time...

A minute without you in mind,
would be one worse than going blind;
the thought of you keeps me going,
tells me what to say,
so that i can brighten up your day.

A second without you,
will make me turn blue,
the colourof a clear sky;
though summer's your time,
with you in mind,
i couldn't care less about the clime.

A time without you,
i won't have a clue,
as to what to do,
because the answer is you. wheee.
grounded.
first day pf hols somemore.
knn. -.-

cannot go watch POTC3 now:(

and... now that u say it jerry....
i really don't know.
but you'll know what i hope anyway.

the definition of "not having a life"
hmm.

i just realised playing comp is better than watching TV.
cause on the comp, u actually do smthg, not like TV..
sit there like wat liddat.

and... I WANT CALL OF DUTY 2!!!!

gonna tell my mum later.
hope she gets the hint. hist marks.
hahahahaha.
owned in sect A, 14 upon 15. woohhooo
comparison question FULL marks:))

then the other section got single digit.
upon 25.
buh -.-

whadahell. hist got B4. yay.

now i've only been below___ place once in my life:) wadeva.
feel fucked up still.
hist marks not out yet.
whee.
that one's history.

im addicted to the river.
by good charlotte. the tune rocks. fucked up.
TOTALLY.
its like. buh.
nvm

results sucked.

and...
just when i try to puuuuulllll myself AWAY.
im puuuuuulllled back.
by what?
by...

"A series of images, thoughts, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the cerebral cortex during particular stages of orthodox nocturnal activity ."

BRILLIANT. absoultely suitable for the emotional state im in.
wheee.

what an absolute crap day.
i mean..
can't that guy up there cut me some slack?? im alive.

not exactly in the pink of health but... you get the idea.

haha. imagine if i sleep on the bus to sch tmrw..
worst case scenario, i'll wake up and boon lay depot.
lolz.

*sigh* exam papers back tmrw. im sick..
in the end nvr run.

here's smthg touching.

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he
replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm
and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...

You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute...........


someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you
someone
cares about you
someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you
someone
wants to be with you
someone
hopes you aren't in trouble


someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided
someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right
someone
wants you to be happy


someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes
someone
wants to give you a gift
someone
think you ARE a gift
someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you
someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you
someone
wants to protect you
someone
would do anything for you
someone
wants to be forgiven
someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional


somebody
values your advice
someone
wants to tell you how much they care
someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms
someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you
someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel
someone
wants to be with you
someone
hears a song that reminds them of you
someone
wants you to know they are there for you
someone
is glad that you're their friend
someone
wants to be your friend
someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them
someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you
someone
misses your guidance and advice


someone
values your guidance and advice


someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you
someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support
someone
needs you to have faith in them
someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this


now... that's sweet. ain't it? :) cross country's tmrw.
im running competitive.
like... WOAH.
13 05 can run competitive meh?
how the teachers count one...

im so dead. *sigh* i think i'll get someone to pace me and die with me. haha
i wanna run mass run!!! boo hoo :(

get top 20 get medal.
wait long long michael. blah.
me bored.

i think i can scrape something for hist, geog and chin.
lit? haha. screwed my essay lor. buh.
science ok. so-so. haha.

no results other than maths. dang..

and its so irritating. buh.
ok. now off to sleep/slack/be emo (2nd gen emo, rite yustynn?). WARNING.
im not doing this to brag.. just for that maths teacher out there who said i was...
"too smart to listen..."

I GOT 96. I GOT 96.

SUCKER!!! SUCKER!!!

SO MUCH FOR PUTTING ME DOWN AND I STILL GET NINETY-SIXXX!!!!!!

LOSER!!!!

haha. finally got that off my chest.
that stupid twit.

:) smile ppl. mid-yrs are over.

half a year gone..
in a blink of an eye.

i feel different. for the good or bad, i have no clue.
wonder why.


MEMORIES
many memories to cherish
and many more i want to perish.
emotions and feelings one would never want to vanish.
memorable for a 100 different reasons,
but still having an uncanny resemblance to the four unique seasons.

the life of spring
for every end...
there's a new beginning
and unfortunately a whole new lot to mend..

the warmth of summer
the heat of pleasure;
the light of the season,
even making the darkest night bright..

the colours of autumn
like a rainbow after showers in the morn;
hides the struggle of life
against the inevitable..

the cold of winter
king of end
and everything it can bend;
hated for its defeaning silence of life
but a seed bides its time
waiting for the next clime..

and so it starts again.

found... ...
lost... ...
missed.

i do hope it starts again... 3 DAYS TO FREEDOM

haha. maths was quite easy.
dun think i can get full marks though.
wait wat am i talking abt??
haha. it was DAMN easy actually.
full marks. tch. yeah rite.

chin paper 1 well ok..

i cna't wait till exams are over!! i wanted to post my commonwealth essay like what glen did on his blog,
but i kept on forgetting to.
well, now i remembered.
its pretty sad.

blah my commonwealth essay

Everything suddenly went quiet. All the students of Anderson High were staring at the silhouette of a lone figure standing on the roof of the classroom block. A fire drill was taking place, thus all the students were crammed into the small school field. Some were stretching their necks to get a closer look at who it was, while others were covering their gaping mouths with their hands. I knew it was Dan.

Dan was very important to me. He was my best friend and my soul mate. We kept nothing between us and whenever I feel down, he will have no problem putting a smile on my face. We had the usual arguments and fights, but they never lasted long and they always strengthened our ties. We were so close that Dan seemed like a brother to me.

I remembered meeting Dan in kindergarten. He had a prosthetic arm and I found it very interesting at that time. Dan also seemed very sad whenever I saw him in school. Our first conversation started with me asking him why his arm was different from mine. He seemed nice and friendly. That marked the beginning of a long and fun-filled friendship.

We went to the same primary school. By that time we were already inseparable. We ate, played and even studied together. Our classmates ostracized Dan because he had a prosthetic arm. Since I played with Dan, I too was ostracized, but I did not mind. Later, I found out that Dan longed to be accepted. I also found out that his parents were divorced and he lived with his mother.

Dan and I were lucky enough to end up in the same secondary school – Anderson High. We got even closer and told each other everything, even including which girl we had a crush on. Even though we were always happy when in each other’s company, I could tell he was just putting on a straight face and was very sad inside. Some time in secondary two, I found out that our form tutor, Mrs. Lim, had asked him to go for counselling sessions with the school counsellor.

Today, we had a fire drill during our chemistry practical. Even though all the students knew they had to line up orderly, the excitement of the fire drill got the better of them; hence the common corridor was in chaos. I looked everywhere for Dan, but to no avail.

All of a sudden, a scream woke me up from my reverie. I looked up and saw Dan jump off the roof. That very moment, when Dan, my best friend, soul mate and ‘brother’ was in the air, was etched in my memory forever. Even though I was very far away, I swore I saw a faint smile on his face when he jumped off the roof. I felt a warm feeling in my eyes as pearls of teardrops rolled down my cheeks. Before I knew it, his body landed on the ground. That moment seemed to last forever. First his head landed, followed by his back and legs. Somehow, I was sure he had died. His bright red blood stood out against the dull gray courtyard. The sorrow I felt could not be put into words, but I also felt happy for him because that was what he wanted and I respected his decision.

A teacher ran towards Dan’s limp body. She pulled out her hand phone and called an ambulance. I wanted some time alone and pushed through the crowd of students to an empty part of the field. Nobody noticed my reaction as all their eyes were fixed on Dan’s lifeless body.

I sat under one of the many rain trees grown in the field, which Dan called “The Hideout”. I was confused. I was sad because I had lost someone, which was very important to me. I was happy for Dan because his sorrows were finally over. I felt regretful, as I could have made his life more enjoyable. I could not hold it back anymore. I cracked under the pressure of my emotions and cried.

The End

sad right? haha.

emo poem comin up.
so dun read if u dun want to.

PoeM
Whenever I see that phone,
my heart skips a beat;
its reflective surface,
steps up the pace.

That recognisable colour,
liked by someone who couldn't be fairer
and *sigh*
any more popular.

But i gave up
and fled like a scared pup.
Sometimes I regret
and feel that i could've made quite an impact.

Still, i pulled myself away
out of respect
and just watched
how i wondered why I felt so far away.

Some one agreed with my lack of chance,
mentioned that it was my fault
that i wasn't ready for the assault.
I said "I'd never stoop so low
...just to hide in the crowd and lie low.".

The rest of the conversation remains blur,
what a way to cheer me up..sure;
all i know that that was the price
for being nice.

wheee. im supposed to be mugging.
Jesse McCartney
Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know liverpool beat chelsea!! woo hoo!!!
jose mourhino(i think i spelled it wrong..) sucker!!!
stupid scowl.
(:
how the hell did the men in blue miss 2 PENALTIES??
-.-
idiots.
hahaha.

oh yeah. srry glen for accidentaly bonking ur head(technically ur temple) wif me chair.
srry!!

now the emo mo mo parrt...

Invisible

It hurts to hear,
but not to be heard.
To fear and tear,
does anyone actually know I'm here?

Insults and nicknames
they think its just a game.
Do i deserve this?
Am i to blame?

They shout and jeer
just for fame;
I'm left to shed the tears
which will never be able to drown my pain.

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you are patient,
you are kind,
you'll never leave our minds,
you can hurt in the behind.

you are tender,
you are strong,
you would make a good steak,
and could last forever.

you are pleasure,
you are pain,
you're about giving,
and not what we stand to gain.

you are honest,
you are trust,
truth here is a must,
stop thinking about all that lust.

you are beautiful,
you are sexy,
sometimes you're so petty,
nothing but messy.

you are nowhere,
you are everywhere,
people are always looking for you,
surprise them, that's what you always do.

you are everything,
you are nothing,
no one could ever find the right words for you;
i know it's not nice,
but your name will have to suffice,
so... what are you?