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i dun know wats wrong with me...
im like... can't pay attention in class,
trng dat time, my mind just isn't with me,
in the bus i can't even fall asleep like i usually do...
even if im not doing anything in particular, my mind is just like drifting around.
im starting not to know how to do simple maths..
can't concentrate during physics...
walking to buy food in canteen dat time, my mind is like not with me.
so fucked up la. i think i know what it is, but it feels just different.
its like damn irritating. *sigh*

and.. even if i fight and DON'T take flight,
how am i supposed to come out tops against them??
i really am fucked up.

I Really Don't Know

Pondering over
___ _____...
When i stood,
when i sat,
even when i slept.

It was not "To be or not to be"
but i felt like a dog with fleas,
just tell i thought, " WAIT. NO!"
i still really don't know.

Chased by many,
loved by all,
but who will be her final call?
Should i just stand aside or join the brawl?
___ was in her mind all the time,
while i just stood there no matter the clime.
' said ___ was nice,
huh? i thought he was as cold as ice?
My chances were as certain as dice.

Fight or take flight?
That is my plight.
I think i should go;
but then again, i really don't know....

i m so fucked up.

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you are patient,
you are kind,
you'll never leave our minds,
you can hurt in the behind.

you are tender,
you are strong,
you would make a good steak,
and could last forever.

you are pleasure,
you are pain,
you're about giving,
and not what we stand to gain.

you are honest,
you are trust,
truth here is a must,
stop thinking about all that lust.

you are beautiful,
you are sexy,
sometimes you're so petty,
nothing but messy.

you are nowhere,
you are everywhere,
people are always looking for you,
surprise them, that's what you always do.

you are everything,
you are nothing,
no one could ever find the right words for you;
i know it's not nice,
but your name will have to suffice,
so... what are you?