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bleah... sigh...

i just realised frm jeremy.. that im not seen happy often.. in sch DUH... like not smiling often and that kindof stuff.

so true... haha its sounds funny, but i mean like, why am i so...wadeva..

its very true u noe, u see ppl in sch happing smiling, and laughing away.. hey i do laugh ok??

BUT now i feel like so :(. argh... amazing.. i m now officially able to make myself feel sad. ABSOLUTE DIMWIT!! *sigh*

i wonder y im like that.. its uber weird man..

and i just realised that i feel like killing ppl on a daily basis, cause my sis was like being so sad abt being annoyed. stick insect, bamboo, pole whatever... but i may not realise it, but i can betcha it hurts and the pain will bite back when i least expect it.. and i think mi kind of social life is normal(i know theres really no such thing as normal, but who cares. lets be generic), BUT IT ISN"T... normal people dun...
- get insulted at 30 sec intervals or every minute..
- feel that teaching others maths is fulfilling..

i mean whadafuck. "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me"
that is SO ABSOLUTE 100% BULL.

since im on this topic i'll like pour it out.
p5, i started realised what being ostracized was like... cause i dunno only dat time den realise lar.
p6, a sorta better i think... got over it..
sec1, i thought being ostracized was bad, until i was being annoyed everyother time.. but.. well sec1 passed by VERY quickly..
sec2, no difference, but its just that mi tolerance grew.

see!?!??! wat kind of social life is that...*sigh*
you'd think pouring this out wld do me anygood, but guess wat??
THE DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE, SOME SCARS JUST DON'T HEAL.

wtf, fear rejection. well, if u have a normal social life i guess its fine..

and when i feel like it, i'll give u mi long list of 'exceptionally-amusing'-names.

and if i hear that word "emo" i'll...i''ll... do smthg that'll make u pay.

strike when the iron is hot, but i'm just sitting there staring at the screen...
now its gone cold....

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you are patient,
you are kind,
you'll never leave our minds,
you can hurt in the behind.

you are tender,
you are strong,
you would make a good steak,
and could last forever.

you are pleasure,
you are pain,
you're about giving,
and not what we stand to gain.

you are honest,
you are trust,
truth here is a must,
stop thinking about all that lust.

you are beautiful,
you are sexy,
sometimes you're so petty,
nothing but messy.

you are nowhere,
you are everywhere,
people are always looking for you,
surprise them, that's what you always do.

you are everything,
you are nothing,
no one could ever find the right words for you;
i know it's not nice,
but your name will have to suffice,
so... what are you?