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the chalet was damn fun... 3 days & 2 nights of pure blackjack, mahjong, absolutely no amount of sleep and chicken sashimi(haha). in other words it was FUN! but amongst all the hype of who gets the cushion/bed or where the fu*k are the rest of the plastic cups?!?!? ; i realised something. you think u noe somebody, but they will end up giving u the most unexpected and unpredictable responses. its like when u think they can take a joke, they end up taking offense. it hurts. hurting a friend. i mean its like ..... a complete pain i the ass to try and even things up. 'cause you feel so fu*king guilty. but in the end, we r still friends, so that has 2 count for smthg.
i dunno y, but i find it easier to interact when, i noe what the person is gonna say. i that kind of guy. i mean, i read ppl very well so when they r ur friends, its way easy. i seriously think this is nuts. i dun even sound NORMAL anymore. well, if it helps, i noe that nobody's normal.
anyway, i watched casino royale too and it totally rocks.... u may hate daniel craig, but i don't and he already has been chosen, so tough shit suckers.

"THE NAME IS BOND. JAMES BOND."

:) YAY i've finally got a handphone.. its a nokia 6070. anyway, gym chalet is tmrw and im quite excited. i mean sometimes the other sec 1s can be quite an ass, but i really hope its not a waste of time. it can either be fun or i-wish-i-was-never-born-kind-of-annoying/boring. plus, i dun understand y everybody ostracizes ppl(/gymnasts) who get to go to nj thru dsa? i mean its like a good sch (in my opinion) and plus if they are really ur friends, u would b happy for them and not be such an ass. i tell u human psychology can be as predictable as a broken tape recorder and as hard to understand as the meaning of life. as i said b4, life's hard. but look on the bright side... i mean not living will suck even more. life's hard. well, if it was easy that would be dumb wouldn't it? i mean, ppl will start doing stupid things, looking for fun etc... but what is the purpose of this life of ours? were we put here to allow smthg else much bigger to occur without problems, we are all specs of dust in a HUGE system, meaning the world we live in is another small grain of sand in a desert full of systems. the ecological system on earth is very simple to understand... but all interactions between all living organisms are some how related to help us live and procreate. are we, humans supposed to rule OUR earth?? some times u may find ur self hating life.... like u think that u were put on OUR earth to .... let others annoy u, to endure all the worst parts of life... etc... but my take on it is that there is no way we are going to uncover that. all organisms will someday be extinct, but i suggets we shld juz live life and enjoy as much as we can.

You Are From Mars

You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive. You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action. You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way. Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous. So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.

Your Sloth Quotient: 50%

You're definitely lazier than the average person, but you're able to live a somewhat normal life. All your life needs is a little more effort and variety, and you might see that doing hard things is actually fun!

You Are 53% Perfectionist

No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect. Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

People Envy Your Ingenuity

You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration. People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are!

You Are 36% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 64%

You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people. You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.

Your Body Image is 12% Unhealthy, 88% Healthy

You have a great body image. You know that no one looks perfect, and you're happy the way you are. Also, you don't judge other people on their looks... and it helps them feel better about their own bodies!

Your Power Level is: 70%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,041,000

the stress.... im not even doing skool work..
wanker is goin to select competitors like dam soon..
and there's all the talk about whose better than whu... its such a pain in the $#!
u feel bad puttin' down others but it still every man for himself...
THIS SUCKS OMG!!!!!!!!!

NAT HAS A BLOG... that iz so unexpected!!!
but come to thing of it a radical like him with a lot to say must have a blog... dumb of mi..
anyway... i goin to talk abt yesterdays trng.
coach is such a ... (lets see...) :"{)_+@!~()&*%$%'>#!@$#*-/%$%&*>:"{)_+@!~()&*%$%!! yah that wraps it up.
the stress(/pressure) is getting to mi. lets see, there are

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

You Date Like a Man

According to studies on dating, you date like a man. You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time. Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you. And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while). You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it. You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting!

Your Expression Number is 6

You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need. You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others. You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity. Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships. Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself. At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others. At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering.

Your Dating Purity Score: 85%

You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate

You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

You Have Low Self Esteem 36% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail. Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

You Are 24% Control Freak

You have achieved the perfect balance of control and letting go. You tend to roll with whatever life brings, but you never get complacent.

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Your Observation Skills Get A C+

You tend to notice the big things in life... But the details aren't exactly your forte

You Are 50% Extrovert, 50% Introvert

You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved Like most people, you enjoy being social But you also value the time you have alone You have struck a good balance!

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Your Kissing Purity Score: 86% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed But the kisses you've given are very missed

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Your Lust Quotient: 62%

You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do.

i went to watch death note with yujie and glen todae @ plaza sing.

i m dreading trng lah... coach sure test us again... i mean like meow is reely nice but im not afraid i can't compete cause i screwed up in front of that wanker.. but, i mean, EVERY ELSE in the team can do... its the odds that aren't looking gd.

i always put effort into trng, but its like.. "this-screwed-up-his-backdrop-during-1st-test-guy got selected to compete..." what the hel?!? thats juz sounds weird.

that was last trng(on wed) tmrw is the nxt trng. i mean i juz got gd at straight jumps and started passing all the tests, then now that wanker is testing us on the moves.... u moment u get gd at smthg, u hafta learn smthg new...

plus, i still feel damn bad for sam, lah he didn't want me to get punished, then wanker screwed him..
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i fell like skipping trng, but i still wanna compete.. i hafta work hard rite...
crap...

You Belong in Summer

Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world... You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day. Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather.

You Are 60% Psychic

You are pretty psychic. While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on. And although you're sometimes off on your predictions... You're more often right than wrong So go with your instincts - you know more than you think

You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering)

You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas. Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug.

im never gonna compete... why am i the only fu*king sec 1 who cannot do backdrop???!!!
even terry can do it.... than when coach came to test, i screwed it up.. and that wanker went to scold sam.. i feel so bad he didn't want mi to get screwed, so he juz told me to try(even when i told him i can't do).....
there is no way i can compete... &^%!
there goes mi cca achievement points out of the window...

You Are Somewhat Logical

Ok, so didn't get the majority of questions right But you did answer some pretty tough questions correctly Logic may not be your strong point, but you hold your own!

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

im damn bored look at all this survey shit...

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

Your EQ is 127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

yay!!!! i got music on mi blog.

its so easy. (this is like a ad. haha)
Step 1: go www.imeem.com and search ur song(unpopular songs wun appear..)

Step 2: a list of songs will appear. click the one u want. this bring u to a new page.

Step 3: at this pg, the song will start playing. some where in the middle(i think) of the page there is a little white box, inside it is the code for the music.

Step 4: how to copy the code. (i suggest u follow my way. its safer)
right click select all, then right click again to copy. then u paste in ur bloggie skin if u paste it in the wrong place, the song will play, but u cannot see the box thingie like how i did it.

Step 5: experiment with the places u can put the code. BTW, the song only plays once and doesn't loop. u can either refresh to play again or drag the bar in the box thingie to play again.

Step 6: ENJOY!!!! (like duh..)


thx to an email glen sent mi, it triggered some buried feelings i reely want 2 forget. well, its not entirely his fault but i got no 1 2 blame and well, like he would care...
i will explain it thru a metaphorical story.


there was a young archaeologist ,who was called Liamehc, he was digging around in this site called Gremessen Site(it was some where in Holland) . He had found all sorts of prehistoric fossils, thus making him famous even at this young age. But there was this treasure even the archaeologists like the Great Nybra died trying to find it (he died when the roof of the 1100 yr old digging site collapsed on him). That was what he really wanted.

His friend, called Imar Cus had told him there was a rumour going aroung that the treasure was hidden at the very site he was diggingt at. So as he was digging one day, he found that there was a boulder blocking him from continuing his search. so he extracted it with some heavy machinery. he threw the boulder aside and continued his search. b4 he went any further, he remebered the golden rule of archaeology : treasure are hidden where u least expect them to be.
So he thought of the boulder and tried to hack it apart. But it was much stronger than he had expected. he could only rub off the excess dirt surrounding it. he tried using everthing to hack it open, from laser cutters to diamond blades. it wouldn't open.

some how, he knew the treasure was inside. all his other archaeologists including Imar laughed at him and told him he would never find it. they said, "if u can't see the inside, how do u know its there?" all of the sudden he had a brainwave. he could use a Nuclear Depth Scope to check if the treasure was really inside. it was.

it was glowing with a silver light and it was the shape of a snowflake. he told all his problems to it.
one day, he found the the 'snowflake' had cracked.he was devastated he said smthg to it and it started glowing again. then all of a sudden, the whole site started rumbling. the roof fell in crushing the only person inside- Liamehc. and the 'snowflake' fell thru a crack in the ground. his last thought was that the Great Nybra died because the roof of the site collapsed. later that day, the other archaeologists including Imar found the whole site in ruins.

THE END

anyway u do not need to understand it( the story) but i juz wanted to get it off my chest.

BTW, ther are 14 days to my Bday... :) Glen

1. i bet u to lose 5 kg by the beginning of nxt yr.(i dun noe ur weight now...)

2. i bet u that u cannot not put ur heart and soul into anything(this includes project work,
sjimb, and whatever responsibilities the teacher gives you) for the whole of the yr of 2007.
BTW, u specifically said that(i quote) "I'm never going to put my heart and soul into anything i
do anymore.". So technically u said that u wiill never put ur heart.... into ANYTHING
ANYMORE. so im actually giving u a chance by making the bet only last 1 yr.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, I PRESAENT TO YOU THE HARDEST BET(/CHALLENGE)

3. DO NOT GET BOTHERED BY RUSSELL. SHOW HIM NOT EVEN AN OUNCE OF ANGER,
FRUSTATION OR THROW UR TEMPER AT HIM, EVEN IF HE ANNOYS U BY
WHATEVER MEANS (WHATS LEFT OF) HIS BRAIN IN THAT SHORT , FAT BODY ( if u
would call that itchy scum a body).
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in other words u r not allowed 2 ....(see above) no matter what he does to u

hint: juz leave him alone AND, ignore him.




now glen, if u wanna be an asshole, my brain(the 1 u hate very much) is daring u to do all that(which i noe is very much impossible)

so take that!

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you are patient,
you are kind,
you'll never leave our minds,
you can hurt in the behind.

you are tender,
you are strong,
you would make a good steak,
and could last forever.

you are pleasure,
you are pain,
you're about giving,
and not what we stand to gain.

you are honest,
you are trust,
truth here is a must,
stop thinking about all that lust.

you are beautiful,
you are sexy,
sometimes you're so petty,
nothing but messy.

you are nowhere,
you are everywhere,
people are always looking for you,
surprise them, that's what you always do.

you are everything,
you are nothing,
no one could ever find the right words for you;
i know it's not nice,
but your name will have to suffice,
so... what are you?